I wish i could go back to the days I had even-toned, blemish free skin. But those days are long gone. And I wish I had appreciated my perfect skin more at the time.
These days i do not leave the house without make up much. And i absolutely never leave without putting a beauty product on my face..whether it's eyeliner, mascara our just lip gloss..I HAVE to put something on.
It isn't just physical, it's also psychological. In order to feel brave enough to face the world I have to put at least a portion, even an eighth of my game face on.
Otherwise i would walk around defeated in my own mind. And now that make up is such a major part of my ritual i am determined to work on my freedom once again. Where i can get up in the morning and not obsess over a blemish.
Where i can go to the beach make up free and feel free. And when i don't have to worry about my morning-after face.
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